Diary of a non-wimpy kid

I remembered when I was a little kid,
Several years in age,
I wasn't much of a good girl.
I was manipulative, a dominator.
I didn't pay attention to my friends' feeling.
I made my friends look bad, unintentionally.


Am I a psychopath?

The Things that I've just noticed about myself, #case 1

It's true people can't read minds.but people can read vibes.

And I can't stand those who tell lies.

고백 - Confession

Something makes me smile to myself today…

This morning,

On strolling after a long jog,

Unknowingly, I'm singing to the lyrics of 2NE1’s LONELY…

You know, this part,

"Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely"

Haha!!!

Strolling along the beach alone by myself, I guess the lyrics fit me precisely.

So lets just "Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely" ~~~

:)
Peace (^_^)V !!!
and Chow~

That kind of human being

every person given different circumstances
forcing them into yours
and judge them
is really not a good idea

you'll make them suffocate
and really want to get away from you
and you really think it would work your way?

 and this is the circumstances that I'm in as of now.

Shame on me...

Salam
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every morning of my final paper
i always got this nervous breakdown.
freaking out about what will be asked out in those papers..
and what if i couldn't answer even a single one of it..
what if i failed this year?
what if that..
what if this..

yeah, looking at my preparation of study, i really should be having that...
last-minute-studying it is..
i know, bad me, bad me..

each times,i always pray to God
requesting that may in this time of exam, i will have questions that i have read on,
or at least I've done the past year of it,
and every time He surprises me a sweet surprise.
esp when I'm freaking out the most,
however believe me, nearly every time, the reality goes way far beyond my imagination.
the questions i mean, it really goes off from what I've expected..
like i expect the Qs would be long essays of the things that i haven't covered but then it turned out to be just a simple matching up of phrases.
can you imagine how happy i am,

i don't say i could answer all of it, with flying colors, no..
but at least it is of a little help to me..
and to my and your amazement this has happen many times before,
esp when i least prepare for my exam...
T____T (touched!)

and being in this kind of situation, i think it's really appropriate ( more of a must i think) for me to show my gratitude by starting to prepare, i mean study earlier for the next paper right?
but then, that's what I'm ashamed of myself right now...
i never learn from mistakes,from graciousness given by God.
that effort of showing gratitude,i never did.
He is gracious enough towards me all this time, even THIS time around,
but me,why i kept studying last-minute,
why i couldn't discipline myself.
and shame on me..

thank you Allah,
indeed You never leave your believer...
and deeply I'm grateful for everything that I've had all my life..

Syukr Lillah~