gomen kudasai=ana asif giddan

salam

takat didih sy rendah mungkin.

sila jgn melepasi limit itu.

kalo x naye.

ya Allah tinggikan takat didih ak.

hari ini...

ak tau satu bende.

or rather knowing its realizing i think.

i realized 1 thing

------

im a pressure cooker

or

im not a pressure cooker,

put stress on me,i hold back.suppress

put more stress on me.

i snapped.

worse,i dont even care who that was.

bad?yeah my bad.

i have limitations.

its not good.dame2!!!

p/s: its not good to be a pressure cooker.

sawang.

salam...

29.07.10...

bru jejak jr ke keyboard utk jengah blog.

hurmm quite a long hiatus i made.

haha penangan paper2 terakhir final.

dan alhamdulillah final telah pon bertitik noktah.

yg tinggal tawakal dan doa.

insyaAllah kheir.itu aje yg ak pinta.

------

being alone is pain.

being alone is despair.

adeh walopon tau bukan ditinggalkan utk selamanya tp 

yes i hate being alone.

or is it actually,

i like being among them.

shiawase it brings.

well either way,ima wa i felt i was left behind.

gahahha nande sore? ak mule mengarut.sbb kawan2 da pulang ke msia.

ak x pulang?

bukan...

belum sampai mse.

im about to fly on 4th Aug that is next month.

and dont worry coz i wont do anything weird until then.hehe ;)

-----

and then,

ima wa, im about to make a decision.

quite a big one.

but i cannot spill it here.

thought that i need to talk to that one person before i tell anybody else.

and i dont know why i felt that way,

haha jgn risau.bukan bende besar pon dan bukan isu nk kawen ye encik khairi ! ;) :p hehe

and to that person,

really, i need to tell.

do reply me.

onegai~

-----

kpd kawan2 L.O.R.D SAPPHIRE dan rakan seperjuangan Alex U

selamat menjalani summer holiday '10.

manfaatkan waktu lapang yg diberi.

agar waktu sempit x mengundang sesal di hati.

(pesanan khidmat masyarakat utk diri sdiri)

ja mata ne.minna san!

i am...

i am...

who i am...

they say im bias

do i?

they say i treat others unequally

do i?

they say i am a hypocrite

do i?

they say "you're bad at this"

i say "im bad at everything"

and as i say it,

i ask myself "do i?"

...

have faith in urself

would ya?

never stop in believing urself

would ya?

coz

they'll never know

let alone to understand

until u,urself

prove to them

that they r wrong

that U R STRONG

stronger than they thought

stronger u've became

stronger u'll become

...

hey u,

just look deep inside me,

what u'll see

is merely nothing

yet

what u've seen

is nothing other than

the true me

...

i am

what i am

i am

who i am

i am...

in this life...

in this life...

how much would u give

how much would u take

how much would u believe in ur instinct

how much would u believe in ur judgement

and i just asked

how much would u suffer the pain of failure

how much would u keep going further

just how much more would u keep on fighting

...

and u'll never know

how much u can

but one thing for sure

u'll never make it

if u stop trying

...

~life's never easy.if u think it is difficult~

neon lights.night.

looking outside the car's window.

such a refreshing view.

tranquil it brings.

and i keep looking.

coz it brings such a wonderful feeling.

neon lights and night.

and their smiling faces come to mind.

neon lights and night.

juz as wonderful as the cool breeze that sooth the soul.

neon lights and night.

make me want to fly to that place in no time.

neon lights abd night.
nostalgic it is...

hyaaa~ want to go back crazily already!

but...ok! Para next! 

p/s: all the best mates! moto ganbatte mashou!
p/s lg: pic credit to flickr sape punye ntah. they r terengganu @ night views! :D