Freedom Flotilla..we're with u

salam...
Freedom Flotilla...
theres nothing we can do other than sending dua for u..

~dulu mse kecik2 ak salu tgk tv
tgk berita, segment dunia cerita psl perang dkt Palestin
mse tu ak xtau pape, ak bukan ak skrg, ak tgk berita tu,
ak tgk penderitaan,
ak tgk penindasan,
ak tgk kekejaman,
ak pelik,
knp perang xhenti2
knp dorg nk gaduh2
sampai timbul perasaan marah suatu hari,
tp marahku pada siapa pon ak x mengerti...

tp skrg ak x mcm dulu lg,
skrg ak dh tau mne air mne api,
ak still rse mrah lg,
tp sayang marahku bukan boleh menhidupkan yg mati..
tp jgn putus asa wahai diri,
sbb kamu masih ade sumbangan untuk diberi,
doamu sgt berharga lebih dr bom berkati-kati,
ingatan mu menjadi sumber kekuatan pejuang-pejuang ilahi,
oleh itu jgn kamu mengundur diri,
dr terus bersama2 sebaris dgn saudara2 mu sendiri,
menempuh perit mengejar shahid di bumi al aqsa y diberkati,
ayuh sama2 kite tempuhi,
jalan yg berliku ini....~

i do really2 hope that the young generation these day are not like me..
do not understand the real fact,
the real Truth..

so guys and girls
out there in the whole universe,
lets pray and pray together,
pray for them for their safety on their mission,
for their effort to be blessed by Allah,
for the figters of this Deen,
let them return to Him as martyrs...
ameen

rakan2, ku harap sgt kite tidak lg terlalu leka dgn dunia dan pandang2lah saudara2 kita yg sedang berusaha membantu Ghazzah,
we're not on those ships, but let be one by praying for them..
iA ur du'a is count..

Freedom Flotilla, Allah ma'akum
insyaAllah

--pzangah--

skip icdl

salam

today,
1. skipping icdl class, not proud of it, cume beralasankan kepenatan (dan x penah skip lg b4 ni?)
2. schedule crisis
still with the same prob though we have been spending 3 years studying here.
pihak U x sistematik...mereka kata
ermm mungkin da boleh berkira2 from past experience kan
tp stil ade jgk yg xlepas.
dont rush over things too much.
patience, for it may make things better.


manusia,
Br. Nouman Ali Khan :
" manusia mmg terburu2 mereka lebih menginginkan yang segera drpd sanggup bersabar untuk memperoleh sesuatu yang lebih menguntungkan, bahagia dunia yang segera walhal sementara atau akhirat yang kekal tp perlu di bayar dgn kesabaran"

--for those who read, dont be offended for this is not dedicated to u--

Normalisasi Muqaddimah Zina...copyright Saiful Islam

salam.
Normalisasi Muqaddimah Zina.

Saksikanlah ya Allah bahawa aku berusaha menyampaikan!

ABU SAIF @ www.saifulislam.com
68000 AMPANG

"penyampaian terhadap apa yang disampaikan bergantung pada hati pemberi dan penerima. tidak berkesanlah suatu penyampaian jika hati-hati masih diselubungi kotoran-kotoran dosa dan tiada rasa kesal terhadap kotoran dosa yang telah dilakukannya, meninggalkan dosa adalah kehidupan hati..wallahu'alam"

 ~ saje je copy paste sbb kalo bg link belum tentu kamu klik kan... ;) ~
da xde yg copy,tp harap2 kamu rajin la klik utk bce.untuk diri kamu juga.

Saksikanlah jua ya Allah bahawa aku juga berusaha menyampaikan!

pza ngah

cant wait~

~i solemnly swear that i am up to no good~

Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows Part 1

cant help being a HP addict ...
:D

stop!!!

salam to all...

one of the reason why i dont publicize this blog is bcoz i was afraid of being judged.
however it made me think
why shud i?
is it bcoz i always do that to others?
(reflecting back...)


so, by that
i hereby solemnly let this blog able to be read by others.
alohomora~

and those who want to judge,
JUDGE..
i dont care
for the greatest judgement is not from u.
its from Him.

~cik pza, have strength!

to cope with URSELF

and the others

may Allah give strength to me

and guide me always..~

sit back and read this...

salam to all
td merayau2 kt kontek ym
then terpandang status seorg rakan yg berlink
clickclick..
blog dibuka dlm tab seterusnya
.
..
...reading
..
.

hmm
artikel pasal facebook
kesalahan2 yg biasa dibuat dlm fb,
walopon ak sdiri xde fb,
tp ak familiar je ngan how does fb work
dan antara contoh2 yg ustaz ni ulas mmg biasa berlaku.
so why dont u guys have a peek sometime over this matter.
--have a peek thru it--

ok tu satu
ni satu lg
took it from one of my seniors' blog..
xsure where exactly the source of the article but the contents is superb, very interesting indeed
--try have a peek in this too...--
subhanallah sangat besar kekuasaan Allah tiada tolok banding nya dgn kite hamba yg kerdil ini.


"Dan Dialah yang telah menciptakan bagi-mu pendengaran, penglihatan dan hati. Amat sedikitlah yang bersyukur. Dan Dialah yang menciptakan serta meramaikan kamu di bumi ini dan kepada-Nyalah kamu akan dihimpunkan. Dan Dialah yang menghidupkan dan mematikan, dan Dialah yang (mengatur) pertukaran malam dan siang. Apakah kamu tidak berfikir tentangnya?" (Surah Al-Mukminun ayat 78-80)

u r busted~haha

salam to all...
b4  typing the contents of today's entry...let me

hahahahaa (sambil tergolek2)

klaka tol la kamu ni pza...

buat blog,konon2 rahsia
xnk bg org bce,
jd follower kakak sdiri nye blog
pastu,
rekemen a fren on 1 of my sis's post on her blog,
pastu,
the fren of mine read it...
then...

>>>she reply: dan kamu juga ade blog rupanya

me: mne de (natural defense mechanism...haha~)
she: brigaks ( translate: busted!)

adoiiiiii...pza2
berangan nk bersecret2 blog
adehhh....
da terkantoi

so what shud i do next?
haha~

to chep,whenever u read this blog's entry
dont let me knoe...
im too afraid u'll knoe more of me
for u knew me much..
much enuf to make blush..
(wahh it rhymes)

ha a.k.a chiyo_san89

i aint letter-type

salam to all...

hey there...how r u? hows ur iman? doing good? alhamdulillah
then, the first post waht i would be typing about? hmmm...

ok actually quite a couple of days ago, i have severe sickness taking over me.. terasa hati syndrome.. u know why i wrote syndrome here bcoz medically, syndrome means a compilation of manifestations shown by a certain disease... then what r the manifestations for this terasa hati sickness?

yeah.. bila kamu terasa maka kamu akan:
--tarik muka kelat
--muncung sedepa
(yo so childish la u...ok2 but i bet all of u hv done the same as what i have when u feeling saket hati on ppl)
apa yg ak buat?






--DIAM--





ni mmg hobi ak kalo ak terasa
i thought everybody knoe that
understand that
tp yelah
we cannot demand more on others
but we have to be more flexible,
more tough
xyah la nk terasa2 kalo bnde tu kecik je
hmmm
tp kan
seyes i was totally feel offended
my intention was none other than to please them
and again
apa gunenye puaskan hati manusia
they'll never satisfy
but then jgn la sje xjge hati mereka
cume berpada2 la dan xyah terlalu sgt takut diri x memenuhi kehendak org laen sbb ada yg lg penting untuk dipenuhi tuntutannya..
terhadap Dia Yang Maha Pemurah dan Maha Pengasih

chop! apa kaitan ngan letter-type nih..
ok2 mcm ni,so i try to solve this prob of mine,
i ask for advice,from 1 of my frens,a close fren... she said why dont u go face to face, slow talk ngan org tu
discuss...properly
dr simpan takut2 lame2 nnt jd busuk (<-- ni penambahan eh)
my reply: rse mcm bnde tu terlalu kecik untuk di slowtalkkn
ignore je la
she said: boleh ke ignore je
.
..
...thinking
..
.
masa ni la i took the decision to write...well not letter but short msg on phone, texting
walopon kurang yakin belah sana memahami kandungan hati yg nk disampaikan
tp try jgk,sbb sampai ble ak nk tarik muka 14?
hmm

then this make me think
mybe im the letter-type
i dont knoe
before this, i always think that im not one.
prefer to speak directly,open la knon..
tp rite now
huhu mybe I AM a letter type,
i cant speak directly
for i fear i might cant take it
its myb too heavy, too harsh
my heart is glass,
fragile...
it cant handle harsh things, it will break,it will shatter...
hmmm
but whatever it is
i try and try
to be strong
x kesah la letter-type ke x
yg penting i should have confidence in me...
i should tell if theres something wrong
bcoz if i dont
things get worse,for the time being and for the future...

and i already got the reply..
and as i expected, the reply was unexpected...
but i think i better keep it to my self..

~ ya Allah kuatkanlah hati hambaMu ini, teguhkan ia bile berhadapan dgn dugaan2 sementara dunia, jdkn ia hancur luluh bile mengenangkan kesalahannya pada Penciptanya...ameen~

yoroshiku onegaishimasu...

salam to all...
first of all i would like to tell this --> yoohoo im a new comer so please be nice to me (will u?) so YOROSHIKU ONEGAISHIMASU...  
akhirnye,tertulis jgk blog...utk sesiape yg tertanye2 why do i blog, 
i say: i have my own reasons...want to know?  

1. i write for my fnf,=famili and frens ( yg tertanye2 khabar ku di perantauan kehkeh ) but for the time being, i think the readers would be juz my famili, bcoz i will not link this blog to anyone other than famili...  

2. i have so much things in my mind that i couldnt stand holding 'em anymore...i need to spit 'em out somewhere...so i chose here ;)  

3. actually isnt it good if u had somthing which is beneficial then u shared with others, how to do that effectively and less costly and less effort...thats rite, by blog of course...

4. i want to stay healthy...physically and MENTALLY..to stay healthy mentally i shud keep my big boss free of any stress.by writing here i think i can relief some of the "cannot-tell-anyone-directly" things.  

hehe me sista do regularly check this blog okeyh..
i may not update it so often but its enuf to let u know how im doing over here and what im doing...  
adios me hermanas,  

-pza-